Why does this hurt so much? Why do I feel like broken glass is caught in my chest? Why do I feel so alone?
It feels like I am covered in rocks and it’s so hard to get up. It’s so hard to move, to breathe. I feel weighed down by this sadness and lethargy.
I can’t talk to most people about this and those who I do talk to don’t understand. They just want to look at the bright side. Their optimism is exhausting. I don’t want to look on the bright side. I just want to mourn.